i am the kind of person that you either love or hate.

this is what i figured out from my experiences since now. 

people that spent time with me,

love me passionately or hate me passionately.

those who are in my life, have accepted me for what i am,and loved me even if i am a pain in the ass,

and those who departed were fed up,they couldnt stant me any more. 

im not the easiest person to be around and im not the ideal human,but i'm trying to be the most honest version of my self,and sometimes people do not like me or my truth.

i dont like it either , but i want it,i really want it. 

this is just a though in process and i cannot write any more because i don't have it completely figured out.