something just doesnt feel right.

and i dont know why,

but it's so annoying 

it makes me lose my equilibrium 

do you know how it feels,

to be like screaming but

noone can hear you?

do you know how it feels 

to speak to people 

that do not exist?

i dont know maybe all of us
go through harsh moments,

and i know i am not a crazy one 

but i have a crazy psychic battle

going on for years now,

i really enjoy being this way

cause pain makes feel alive,

but tonight it's fucking me up

it makes me write things like that,

confused thoughts and

aimless bullshit.

but it's ok.

it's just ok.

i feel like i've been traped into the system

in a kind of way,

or im just growing up

in any case i dont like it.

now it's tom waits all the way 

and im secretly hoping,

that he is the same kind of guy in his real life
melancholic,simple and honest

im 22 and i loved my life too late. 

i will never admit it to anybody but bothers me 

it's like i forgot to take pictures of the 

best adventure i've ever had 

  

i want it all or nothing 

that's me 

cause in every case i got something 

i will roll another one for now 

i will to fall on the pavement 

and watch the clear black sky 

and its few blinking stars

and i will have a chat with my self
cz im high enough everything makes sense

easier

i got a thing called passion 

and that's all i got.