i think i'm so insecure i cannot let anybody walk into my life again

been alone for so long made me accept my loneliness as a kind of happiness.

i do not care been alone,the only thing that bothers me is that i have so much love and passion inside me and i should give it somehow to someone who is gonna be a special one.

but i cannot find anyone,anywhere.. i dont know what i am writing right now right here. im just lonely and i want to speak to get it out of my system but noone seems to understand me,so here i escape.