i used to hate parts of myself so much
i wanted to get rid of them as quicly as possible,

and then,
one day
i realized
that they were finally gone.

now i want them back ,
i regret for being greedy
becuase the intensity of my hatred
never let me enjoy who i was.

i choose to stop.

and live everyday in peace with myself and all my parts, 

because i know that everyday 

something 

will be lost,

from now on
every morning i celebrate everything

that which by the night will  be dead.